The Killing Day!!!

OMG! The Mid-Year-Examination papers r out...
I passed all subjects wid jus a 5....
Combined Science: Grade 5
Combined Humanities: Grade 5
English: Grade 5
Tamil: Grade 5
Wad Crab man... I'm so angry wid myself... I'll always be the lowest one among my friends...
I don't know why this happens every year without fail...
Ms Fong said tt she heard tt only 5 ppl passed their mathematics... WHAT SHIT!!!
Hopefully I am one o them... And this time round I better be winning my friends... U know that this makes me always think if I would be able to make it into sec5... Will I be a loser in the end of the day making my teachers & friends seeing me going noway when they r happy going into sec5?
I must be working towards it but I'm lazy to study!
Can someone please tell me how the hall do u sit and study in front of papers?
I really hope tt I do get rid of this "LAZY" in me so tt I'll make it through... I want at least a 3 in each subject... And I don think tt is very difficult...